hush now.
i pretend to sleep.
my body about to errupt into a cardiac arrest.
anticipation bleeds from my insides,
to my pillow,
to the floor,
out my open window.
a trail to juvenile exhileration and a headache the next morning.
the excitement taunting me.
oh the agony,
the complete and utter agony.
hush now.
i lie still.
noises echo through my families home,
every diminutive sound a blaring siren.
damn moths outside
clanking at a hopeless glow,
damn wooden floor
creaking and moaning because of the damn refrigerator.
you all will certianly ruin my chances if you keep up the ruckus.
hush now.
my time has come.
its the finale.
and the show is about to begin.
a simple prayer to Jesus Christ as i crawl through my window.
a hopeless, yet comforting ritual
followed by a short appoligy for the mistakes i forsee.
my conscious whispers, " you are still going to hell."
but my feet have a mind of their own.
and my energy draws its way to pure freedom.
oh let freedom ring and morals hult.
may time stop
as i continue.
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