The Sun Shines

a couple nights ago.
i feel like shit, but i think the lace reflects prettily on my brown skin. for a once.
the night feels nice, but the wind outside is disheartening. too bitter for my frail heart.
my bed feels big and empty, but my body still warms the sheets. it still works and runs.
i think of You way too much, but it makes my mind a little more bearable. thank You.

today.
the sun shines. the sky is blue. and clear. the roads are dry. my house is locked. i cant run. so i visit my grandma. and eat lemon pudding.
i dont feel so much like shit anymore.
after eating lemon pudding. and visiting my grandma. and not running. i relax instead. because my house is locked. the roads are still dry. the skys blue. and the sun shines.

(the sun still shines!)

later.
i think i will go and buy a plant.
happy birthday little one.