Love Now. Love Later.

I want to be impressed.
Someone to bring me to the light.
Show me magic hasn't dissapeared.
The type of thing that pushes back my hair with the back of their hand.
Looks into my eyes and searches for more.
Goes out of their way.
A beautiful, life saving surprise.
Someone to want me.
Around.
I sometimes feel a heavy burden.
Keeping everything alive in a lonely place.
While I am just trying to breath.
and take the next step.
Growing and succeeding and overcomming.
Sometimes i feel like holding my breath.
and waiting for the light.
The dark light.
and never taking the next step.
Just staying in time.
A simple place.
I wish for a simple place.
For love not to hurt like it does.
And tug at my insides.