feels alright

for some reason- i feel alright. i feel centered.
and this time it hurt me. it hurt to center me.
but since the beginning, you always knew how to do this.
you always knew how to screw me back in;
how to push me hard enough against the kitchen wall,
to throw my feet off balance for just a second,
so i was forced to hold my ground.
and that was just the beginning. 
You stayed as long as it took to stop me from crying
til all of my ridiculous emotions flooded out
til i became what i was supposed to be
at that moment.
ever since i met you, i have found that moment.
where the rain falls in straight lines
and the wind blows in S's
and the stars form crows above our heads.
everything aligns. and in the greatest chaos,
everything feels alright.