SunseT

There is something about the sunsets lately.

The wildness of the sky; overwhelming my lonely body,

 Fragile from the lack of sleep, from the stress, and from too much emotion.

There is something about the twitch in my right eye.

Something about an empty apartment; digging through the dumpster for my precious watercolors, acrylics, and ice skates.

I am not able to say goodbye. I have been deprived of closure.

My eye twitches.

I stay up way too late.

I think about blue, and you, and he's somewhere else. Somewhere I cannot reach.

I feel lonely. Lonelier than I have in a while. Al One.

Don't get me wrong - I am so gracious and excited and feeling alright.

But there is something about the sunsets.