Drawing 3800 4B

Today the sun decided not to rise

and the darkeness forgot to be on its way.

It is a friday

and my head is full and spinning.

All i know is You.

I wish everyone else would go away

so i could find my way to You.

There is a vital piece i have forgotten

and need to see to become myself.

But i continue to carry on this life;

day after day;

and so do You with her.

For comfort, i pretend You still think of me

in peace

rather then the bitterness i left You in.

I listen to our music;

old but still new to my heart.

Every song is Yours,

and ours,

and holds a story i have yet to write.

The story of us haunts my mind,

and boils my soul until i suddenly beging to spew...

on days like today.

Days when the sun decided not to rise

and the darkness forgot to be on its way.

On these days i feel empty

and alone in my own skin.

i feel alone most of the time.

With my future so uncertain

and my dreams mostly in my mind.

so i keep my mind busy.

except on days like today.

8:41 AM

You are my king

and You dont even know.

Or do you?

Are we still attached somehow

by a tiny string,

from my universe to yours.

Do we still have that.

A beautiful path

paved by music

and freedom

and peace

and love

and everything that makes up You and me.

I like to think so.

I like to meditate on You

and remind everypart of me You.

All the times we shared.

All of our expressions

and all of You.

Just all of You.

(sketch)

I cant draw. I cant draw You!

(sketch)

And who am i to draw me?

I wish You would draw me.

or at least attempt inside of Your precious mind.