i reread the text messages
i write them down on paper
i look through your pictures
again and again
and again
i listen to those songs
on repeat
the disconnect is so strong.
i apply for jobs all over the united states.
the position here is a thousand pounds
of unanswered questions
and too (two) important decisions
i dont sleep.
i drink too much.
i smoke too much.
i eat too much.
i dont paint
as much as i should.
fools in love
is better than one fool alone
in thoughts deeper and darker
than the expanse the night sky
i sit under
with eyes as wide as stars.
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